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Who/what was your gay awakening?
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I'm a 15-year-old Christian girl, and my family is extremely homophobic. I always thought I only liked guys, and a few previous attractions I've felt for girls I disregarded as just idolising their looks or personality, or just liking them as a friend. I honestly really do not want to be bisexual, but recently I think that I might be. I think I might maybe have feelings for one of my closest friends from school, who I've had on-and-off feelings for since 3 years ago, but have always held it in. But this year, the feelings have just gotten a lot worse; she's all I can think about. I don't know for sure if I actually do like her romantically, but I DO NOT EVER want to tell her, as the risk of ruining our friendship is extremely high. She and her family are also Christians and a lot more religious than me... and I am 99.99% sure she is completely straight. This sucks because as close friends we hug and sit together, and at camps lie in the same bed together chatting. Am I defying God by even thinking about the possibility of being bi? I really hope I am not, but if I am, how can I suppress these feelings so I don't ruin my friendships, all while not feeling anxious and sad? Does anyone have any advice...
